Lost

How can you choose a path when your lost
So cold and dark there is no right way
You feel the way your headed it so wrong
But will this free me
Will this entrap me
This all looks so much the same to me
Have I been here before
Is this all a dream
Is this really a path to happiness
A path to joy and ecstasy
Will this make me happy
Or will I just die off
By myself all I see is the same
Ever where I look
All I see is hate
Is this for me
Is this from me
How will I ever know
Know where to go
Loosing all you know
Feeling so fatigue
Is this draining me down
Will this ever end
Burning up inside like a meteor crashing down
Like a shooting star
The north star
Shall this provide guidance
Will I ever be free of this cage
Hurts like rose thorns for a bed
I think I see light
Will this lead me away
Away from all
All that I love or with this reunite
Everything I care about
Seems to fade away
How do I stop this pain and emptiness
My tears flow like a river drowning me slowly
I hurt like a battle
A battle of knives through my heart
Still I wonder aimlessly
Losing energy
Losing the fight
Will I be saved
Will I be found
Pinned to the ground
All my life drained
Should of spoke out
Should of said what I ment
Should of let some one know where I was headed
Now all alone
As I walk this path will I find
The way back before I loose
Loose all that I ever had…..