1 year past

Today is the day one year ago my father past.
It's been a rough few months for me lately. First my dad's birthday, then father's day then it's been one year since he's pasted.

I hate life right now.....

Yaaaaa!

I'm soooo happy we have a doggy door!!!!!

OK bye!

Ok I won't kill you today.

So I come in to work and Pam had sent me a couple of links like mormal. Well the first link was dumb, it was a test to take and when you clicked start you got test results, Your a Cunt! The other was this http://www.doodie.com/whackboss.swf.
I love it. It's a good thing my boss is nice and I don't have a problem with her...yet. But yeah you should check it out, very intertaining.

Well last night our friend comes over with two other friends, after a little while he says I need to go pick up big titty chick and never comes back. One dude was his room mate and had to work in the morning so he eventually found a ride. The other dude was fucked. He could really get a ride from us cause we were all drinking and he was stuck. All he kept saying was I'm gonna kick Scott in the balls when he gets here. Good thing he never showed up until the morning cause CJ would of fucked Scotts shit up.
I felt back for CJ and was thinking of what a dick scott is for doing that and just leaving him at our house, he'll get his.

This weekend I have been wanting to get rid of my stupid ass pit. She keeps fucking up shit left and right. She has runined our back door just about scratched a hole through the damn thing. I am working on getting a doggy door but we need a new door and we want to keep the glass in the door. So wee need help from Amatsu's dad. We are going to designate the bottom portion of the door to the doggy door then the middle/top area is for the glass. I hope this solves there potty problem too. I am soooo sick of cleaning up poop in my house!! Grrrrrrrrrrr!

I've been really thinking about this even though it is very mean. I've been debating to get rid of my dog for a black American Colby pit. I've seen our friends pit and he is the cutest pup I have ever seen I swear. We can't have 3 dogs that's just too crazy for us.


Holy crap, again thank Pam for this one.
http://www.fort90.com/journal/?p=205

Ummmm your gay, not me!

This clock is a cool pic.

I alwasy have to know what time it is, if I don't it drives me crazy!

Isn't he the cutest thing ever?!!!!

I have deticated this sond to my father.

I don't know so much why I think of my father when I hear this song. I feel it has something to do with the fact that his head stone has leaving with the wind, a tree with leaves flying away and there are some birds flying away too. That would be my best guess for that to have me associate that with him.



Lynyrd Skynyrd - Free Bird


If I leave here tomorrow
would you still remember me
For I must be travelling on now
there's too many places I gotta see

And if I stay here with you girl
things just wouldn't be the same
For I'm as free as a bird now
and this bird you cannot change
and the bird you cannot change
and the bird you cannot change
Lord knows I can't change

Bye bye it's been sweet love
though this feeling I can't change
Please don't take it so bad now
Cause Lord knows I'm to blame

And if I stay here with you girl
things just couldn't be the same
For I'm as free as a bird now
and this bird you cannot change
and the bird you cannot change
and the bird you cannot change
Lord knows I can't change



Man is has been some hard times these past few weeks....I mean my dad's birthday then father's day....FUCK, it will kill you man.
I am starting to hate anything that reminds me of father daughter things. Especially Father's Day, it makes me upset then depressed.

HOLY SHIT BATMAN!!!

So today I had came home and went online, did the routeen of checking email, signing on Trillian and talking to Amatsu, looking at porn.....Ha ha, you wish, and checking my space. Well I get a friend invite from a chick named Della. So I look and say no way, it's Della from High School. Holy shit right? Well I accept her to my friends and decide to take a look at her profile. I'm looking, I'm looking....then who do I see. Fucking Mikael Abe!!! What the fuck???? I'm shocked to holy hell cause for those of you that don't know how the hell this guys is, he's my ex boyfriend from high school.

I hated him for a while because of the way he broke up with me. I wasn't salty cause I got dumped, I was salty cause we got into an agruement cause he left me at school. I forgot my purse that had my car keys on a field trip for EVIT and it just so happened that the place was my place of employment. Don't ask how I managed to do that but I did it. It was the Front Desk of Pointe South Mountain Resort. So he took this chicks truck and drove all way back to work and got them then came back. When he came back we were going to be late for work of course but I was and he just left and did not say a word. I am stranded at school, not knowing if I should call my parents to have them bring me my keys....I had no clue. Well it came down to an agruement then a break up all before we reached him house. The messed up thing is within a week he was already with this chick from EVIT. So I can only assume that he was with her and never said anything or wanted to be with her and didn't say anything. Then like a week later this preppy brown/blonde chick dyes her hair black and starts wearing all this black. Hahaha how funny is that she was trying to acustom herself to Mike. What a dumb bitch but her parents where rich so she could do what ever she wanted. That is what pissed my off most, their whole situation.

Then to top is all off I still had to work with him for a while. We graduated and still worked at APIT then Amatsu met him didn't like Mike and Mike indirectly talked shit about him. That caused drama and hatetred, which still exsists.

Well I am going to email him and see what he's been up to. The most crazy thing of all of this is that the band Mike is in now, the lead singer used to be very good friends with Amatsu and I would think he would want to contact him too. So I will give him the bands website and leave it to him. *^_^*

If any one is curious of who they are and what they're about, here you go.
http://www.selflessmovement.com/

Work

So I’m at work and I have just been notified that it is 35 minutes between calls. I am not complaining but I think we should all not be working right now. Oh well, I just wish I was making the time and a half like almost every on else is. Jerks!

OK on with the links again
http://selfdestruct.net/kitties/
Just for you....

https://www.thinkgeek.com/gadgets/lights/73ea/
Coooool huh?

http://www.zefrank.com/annie/navigation.html
Pretty cool.

http://mirrored.flabber.nl/britney.lookalike/
Ummmmm

http://bushflash.com/ma.html
For you anti bush people.

http://www.amazingcatcollection.com/index.php?page=1&disp=date
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