Work is boring today.

So I am so bored that I have resorted to writing in my blog. Well today is jean day, woop-pie! What a lame thing to look forward to on a Friday when your stuck at work until midnight. At least I am comfortable, if I wanted to go out after this I would actually feel comfortable doing so and not feel like and idiot. Sorry this blog is not so funny, I’ll have to work on my jokes.
So, why did the turtle cross the road?
I let you think about that for a while and give you the answer later. There is this guy that is sitting in the cube next to me and is soo annoying. He just gets up for no reason and walks around saying is everything ok? He’s done this like 5 times in an hour. He’ll get up and talk to the guy on the other side of me and talk about nothing. He acts like a manager but does not know anything.
Well I guess this is something that popped in my head because I am really bored at work on a Friday with 15-20 minutes between calls. So I’m thinking about my blog, and then about you sitting at home, doing absolutely nothing. Then I get this thought of, why did he tell me to become friends with her if I was never going to really ‘be friends’? We never hang out, never really talk, we don’t do anything together. What happened? I know we were getting cool, starting to be friends and hang out. Well now look at this picture. I’m at work, hes at home, shes at our home, him and her always email each other, he visits her, another guy friend and whoever for lunch, I work late hours and never see anybody. I don’t know what I am doing wrong now. I can’t make friends and when I try they like him. I am not so much jealous or mad, just confused I guess. I do not understand. I feel that I do not appeal to anyone anymore and even when I do make the effort, multiple times, I seem to be shot down. This almost seems pointless but yet I think about how I just go to work and do not socialize beyond work now, it’s kinda sad. This is not to cause drama or make anybody angry, this is just what I am thinking.
I understand “there are more fish in the sea”, this meaning friends, but I just don’t get it.
What am I doing wrong or what am I not doing?
Well I think I am going to finally get an industrial piercing in my left ear on Saturday. I got a few extra bucks on this paycheck and I think this will hold me over until I can finish drawing my tattoo for my back to be able to get that done. I eventually plan to get some sort of corset piercing on my back also.
Oh, oh, oh, I finally was able to buy my mary jane shoes, since my room mate bought a pair of mary jane shoes with STARS cut outs after I had mentioned that when I got some extra cash I planned on buying them. Well I bought kitty mary janes! They are black with white stitching as the out line of the kitty’s head and tail. Then it has white eyes, black pupils, little white nose and white inside the ears. I think these are my new favorite shoes. I like them so much I almost want to buy another so when these wear out I have another pair to wear.
Break time bieeee-itches!